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☆ Leila ☆
29 February 2008 @ 07:18 pm
Tomorrow is my sisters b-day. She'll be 5 yrs old, yaaay! Mom is very busy today, and my stepdad is here all day, which means I have to stay in my room, like a prisoner. I really don't understand how she can be nice to him after all he has done. 
Anyways...today I found out that I'm officially addicted to Energy Drink  (kind of Red Bull, but cheaper XD)  and I really have to do something about it, cause it's not healthy.

I only like the orange one, there's also cassis, but it's just gross  >_<

So, what do you think?  Am I addicted? XD  there are so many more in it....btw, this is my temporary trashbin, since I somehow broke the old one XD

Aaaaand, something made me happy today!!!
Mom bought Japanese mix   >w<    
It's delicious =D   Me luvey <3

But just now, I burnt my tongue ;____;   
It hurts sooo much!!!  

Anyways, got to go now. Have to study for my economics test tomorrow. It's so dificult, and I MUST  get a nice grade, else my mom will kill me.....soooooo... wish me good luck ;)

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: Gackt-Love letter
☆ Leila ☆
29 February 2008 @ 07:18 pm

When I woke up today, there was great storm outside. 
I didn't want to leave the house all day, but I had to >_<
Well first I went to get the mail, and yessss!!! my present was finally there.
Yeah, I've got a present from a friend somewhere in the south of the country. It was lovely, I got a Shoxx!!!  <3
Omg, I am so happy+ I've got another Gazette Poster  <3___<3
Me luuuuuuvs her <3

Anyways, but after thatI had to get some groceries, so me and mom went to she supermarket. 
And the wind was so hard, we almost fell of our bikes a few times. And there was an asshole, so we just skipped the supermarket first, and went to another shop. She bought me new slippers, cause my old ones are...too old XD  They're cute <3

And then when that guy was gone we finally went to get some food, and then we went home. 
Now I'm freezing, I'll never ever go outside during a storm  >__<  

Current Location: kai's pants <3
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Michael Jackson- Beat it
☆ Leila ☆
29 February 2008 @ 07:18 pm

Okay, this really sucks. I hate it when my stepdad comes here. He says he's here to see his kids, but it's bullshit. Fucking stupid excuses. And mom is always protecting him. Ugh I hate him. Today I was cooking for everyone, because my mom had to bring the kids to their swimminglessons. So I tried to be nice, and even asked for my sisters help. Normally I don't even wanna talk to her and always fight with her. But yeah, today I tried to be nice to everyone. And when I was on the halfway my mom and the kids came home...with HIM!!!

I always try to avoid him, I don't even wanna see his face. So when I saw him from the window all I could do is run to my room, like always. Buuuut I was cooking...so I left everything behind and ran to my room. My sis opened the door and she got all the credits and stuff. Omg, I'll never ever try to be nice. Fucking Uri Gellar Show!!! He said everyone should be positive and such, but when I'm positive and nice to others I get shit. So I'll just stay the god damn evil devil, and they can suck my ****.

Ugh... If my country could turn into dictatorship for only one day, I'd do everything to become the queen!! And then... I'd punish that bastard, and all other people which suck. I'd torture them to death and burn their dead bodies!!! Muahahahahaha!!!

.....Omg, why do I always end up laughing evil? o.o Am I really bad? ;__;

Ah, who cares. I rock!!! XD

Current Location: room
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: kioku to sora-malice mizer
☆ Leila ☆
15 February 2008 @ 09:36 pm

Aww my mom is so nice.
She gave me this cream/balsam.
It smells soooo damn good, I just love it!!!
Current Location: bedroom+kai XD
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: myv-girls be ambitious
☆ Leila ☆
15 February 2008 @ 09:25 pm

Today I've got a new layout...
Credit for the codes goes to...uh...I forgot the name..someone from jrock_graphics
and ofcourse to myself for the new banner and background and stuff....
Anyway, gotta go now xD

☆ Leila ☆
14 February 2008 @ 04:00 pm
Hey hey ^__^

Today I went to the doc with my little sis after I picked her up from school.
She was kinda annoying but still sweet. After that I went to the mall and bought myself some stuff.
I bought myself a new deodorant, and a cute necklace  and new mascare. Yes, it's a cheap one again, but I don't need those expensive ones since I'm okay with my own eyelashes XD
Here's a pic :

Uh, there are fishbones on the necklace XD  they're piiink <3  with diamonds (not real -.-) 

Also, today at school we could buy roses and let the teachers deliver it to our loved ones XD  Guess what?
Almost everyone got one, but I didn't  ;__; ....oh!!  this was an action for valentines day xD
Now I'm also thinking of buying my mum something, I mean, after all, she's a nice person.
She can be bitchy sometimes, but hey, she's a woman also, and it's just our nature XD

Anyways, I gotta go now.

Oh, btw, for everyone who reads this....

Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Dir en Grey-Kodou
☆ Leila ☆
12 February 2008 @ 03:06 pm

My day started so nice and cool. I was right on time for school, had all my books with me (well, i only forgot one)  and I got freaking good grades on my exams.
And when I came home my mom ruined my mood >_<
She asked me to go and pick up my sister, but it's freaking cold outside so I said no.
Why do we need to pick her up anyway, everytime we get there she's gone already. She can cycle home on her own.
So mom was kinda dissapointed and kept on calling me names, and make me feel all guilty for not helping her.
And when I was protecting myself she wasn't even listening. So we got into a little fight and blahblahblah.
Then she left to pick up the other kids and told me to keep my sister away from the kitchen when she'd be home.
So when she came I tried to keep her away from there, but she was kicking, biting and hitting me, so I just fucking lost it.
Yeah I kicked her ass baaaad, and I don't feel sorry since it wasn't my fault.
Those two bitches fucking ruined my mood, and I'm all pissed.
And my index finger is swollen up because I hit my sister that bad.
Yeah I know she's only nine years old and I'm not supossed to do all this shit, but she just fucking asked for it  >_<
She called me a filthy whore, then she kicked me, and she was screaming like hell...even the neighbours came to check if we were okay.
Ugh >_<  I'm so in the mood to kill someone right now.... AAAARGH!!!!  my mood is just ruined...fucking wankers >__<
Current Location: bedroom+locked up
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: none
☆ Leila ☆
11 February 2008 @ 09:27 pm
Ok I know I'm kinda annoying with this shit, but I can't help it xD
Ppl keep sending me this things and I can do nothing else since I'm a "intervieuw whore" XD
Anyways, after posting this I'll go to sleep, cause it's pretty late in here, and I have to get up early tomorrow =_= 
Yeah, I don't want to get up early, cause I'm all sick XD

Current Location: bedroom+kai XD
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Lolita23q- Genosense
☆ Leila ☆
10 February 2008 @ 01:01 pm
the GazettE- Guren PV

An cafe- Cherry Saku Yuuki

Screw-Death's door


Alice nine- Blue Planet
Current Location: livingroom
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: the gazette-guren
☆ Leila ☆
10 February 2008 @ 12:33 pm
 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
poofy dress

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Read it

4. Group dates or single dates?

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
Yes >_<

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?

7. Is your hair up or down today?
uh... a little bit of both since I just woke up

8. Do you straighten your hair?
Yes, but not that often anymore

9. Favorite mascara?
no idea, i have a really cheap one now

10. Do you get your nails done?
yes,but only by myself  XD

11. Small or large purses?

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
mp3 player, money, hide-plushie, cellphone...

13. Jeans or sweats?

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
yes =.=

15. Do you text message a lot?

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
i have no idea XD

17. What’s your favorite color?
black,pink , baby-blue

18. Heels or flats?

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
yes, i'm not using make-up that often. i look ok without it

21. Walmart or Target?

22. Do you wear collared shirts?

23. Do you like preppy boys?
uhm..i don't think so

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
yes 2

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
uhm..15 minutes...30 minutes, sometimes even an hour

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?

28. Do you like skater boys?

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?

30. Gold or silver?

31. Do you like to receive flowers?

32. Do you like surfer boys?

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?

34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
uhm...sometimes XD

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

38. Do you like to hold hands?

39. What is the youngest you would date?

40. What is the oldest you would date?

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
eyes, smile

42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
yesss <3

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
no idea

44. Do you like making eye contact?
hmm, i'm too shy for that xD

46. Would you kill for chocolate?

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
yes XD

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10 <3

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?

50. Do you yell a lot?
yes XD

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
eyeliner <3

55. Do you fall in love easily?

56. Do you have cramps?
no XD

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
no XD